I agreed to be with him even though I know he only has me for fun and romance, he hypnotized me, but I love him more…

Please remain anonymous. Greetings for the most special page that always allows us to narrate different events that fate and life try to experience, whether in family, in society or in love, so taking into account all of this, I as one of the followers and the most regular readers of this page, I decided to share with you a fresh or fresh story from my love life. A month and a half ago on my instagram I suddenly saw that a guy had followed me in the photo, he looks very beautiful and charming, but not to end here, here was the entry part, then he wrote me a message on Instagram, greeting me in Turkish and I translated it into the same language and asked him if he speaks Albanian, he said yes, then we met, we both introduced ourselves as normal adults, he was 1 year younger than me, he was half-Turkish and half-Albanian, he lived in Istanbul only because his parents and a brother who had lived in a village in northern Macedonia and somehow I, even though I only saw the photo after 2 weeks, decided to reveal my feelings to him, he had gone to Istanbul 9 years ago to study at the faculty branch of acting since when he was little he had dreamed of acting, at least that’s how he told me and when I expressed my love and desire that I was ready to connect with him for a serious relationship, he answered me and I feel good too about you, but I won’t give you the word about marriage because I have my career in mind first and I don’t want to hurt you. You want me to continue like this. It’s OK that you’re here and we’re interrupting. I was very upset and you said no because I don’t even have one in my life. I don’t want to break anything with you, so let this just be a relationship and online romance, because I don’t want to lose him, but I love him very much, especially in his voice that hypnotized me, I ask you to give me some advice and without insults, please, can someone tell me. How did it change my mind that he accepted me as a part of his life and not just as a passing adventure because I wouldn’t die for him, but I have no idea how he benefited from it, please, if you have any advice, express yourself. Respect.