I was blown away when I saw him after 20 years, in the place where I work he is the owner, I loved him and I will always love him... | Life Stories
Me zuri toka kur e pash pas 20 viteve,ne vendin ku punoj ai eshte pronari,e kam dashur dhe do ta dua pergjiithmone...

I was blown away when I saw him after 20 years, in the place where I work he is the owner, I loved him and I will always love him…

Hello everyone. I want to share my story, which I mourn today. I live in the west, I was born and raised here in a foreign country. This year it has been 20 years since I met a boy for the first time in my life, he was Albanian and also grew up in the West. A quiet boy that every girl would dream of having, he is also successful at work, as he had his own business. At that time I was 15 years old while he was 22 years old! I lived 50 km away from you at that time. Even though I was in contact with him when I was young, it never happened that he picked up on the topic of love or tried to do something to make me feel bad, on the contrary, he taught me to be able to stand up for myself, to finish school to become a successful girl. I had personally met him only once, when I only talked on the phone. It never happened that that boy contacted me when I was in class, I want to learn so that I can become successful for myself in the future. That year we went to Kosovo with my family, one day during the vacation I fell asleep in the morning. I wake up and on the stairs my grandmother tells me not to come down until the guests go. When they went and entered the salon, I had no idea what was going on. They told me that my aunt and father had engaged me to someone else! I, as a young woman, did not take my words seriously as at a young age I was obliged to listen to my father. They got engaged that summer vacation 2002! After 5 days, I arrived in Gurbet after the break, and the guy who had everything in my mind calls me. I continued my contact with him and it never crossed my mind that I was engaged, because I was young and I didn’t even understand what an engagement meant. But after 2 months, my phone vibrates during class, and I get permission from the teacher to go to the toilet. He opened the phone and said: I understand that you are in class, but I just want to ask you a question. Are you engaged or am I hearing from others? I never forget that day. I tell you no, he would understand that way in time, I tell you I was afraid of losing him. I decided to be real with him and I told him the truth, I listened to him until you trembled as he said. I have other thoughts for you, I don’t know how well you understood me. But I wanted to wait until you grow up a bit, because you are very young. But you were not my destiny. Years passed, I got married, now I am the mother of 2 children. For me, children are everything in this world, but as for a man, I didn’t choose him myself. In the year I go to 2021, I got a new job, and after 4 months I understand that the owner of the building was the man I always loved. I was blown away when I saw it for the first time. He has lent the facility to the state for office work. It never occurred to me that I would meet him after 20 years! When I look at him, my heart becomes a mountain, but on the other hand, I get sad because I have never forgotten him, he was always there and will be even though I meet someone else in person. He often stops and looks at me, he knows very well that it’s me, but he never greets me, it’s as if he doesn’t know me. I know that I’m married and I’m a mother, but he even greets me and asks how I’m doing. I became the woman he wanted me to be, I finished my doctorate and led that country now and I work with the salaries of the workers, you see what a successful woman I am, but it didn’t happen to greet me. As if now I am a stranger to him!!! What do you say, why does he act towards me as if he doesn’t know me at all? But he turns his head away from me and looks at me from afar. You talk, I’m sorry because I’m married, why doesn’t he talk to me? Has he forgotten me? It occurred to me to talk to you because I have a very strong personality, but I don’t know how I would act!! He is still not married nor does he have children! I loved him and I will love him forever!!!!!!