In my old age, I parted with my husband, my heart “verr verr” is beating me now for the boy who loved me 40 years ago…

Hello, I’m an old woman and I wanted to share my story with you and please be anonymous. I’ve read many stories here and some of them are interesting to me, so I also want to write my story, but it’s anonymous. I’ve read about twin souls, is it true? Is it true or are they just telling you what I’m going through, I’m going through a lot, that’s how it seems, but I told you to look at what you’re saying here too, but without insults and prejudices, I’ve removed a lot. I want some advice, how do they feel about me, what’s wrong with me or what would you have if you were in my place. My story is long but it’s getting short and I believe you understand me and don’t prejudice or offend me because even so I am grateful for many things that have happened to me in my life. I am married and I have children, but I separated from my husband, as you say, when we get old, I am not bad at you, my birth or anything, but I had a relationship with another woman, and I apologized once or twice, and you told me nothing, and I left the house because of the child. I’m older and I live on my own now and I’m working, I’ve taken it all away and I’m not tired of him because he only gave me his love and his love for those coffees. talk to me, I love you, my friend, they are telling me, why aren’t you getting married, that your life is not going well, if you were married, where did you find me? Boyke. When I was young and beautiful, many boys loved me, but how did I give a chance to anyone who didn’t love me, they married me in front of my older sisters, even when I accepted, how many of them never let me go, and you never gave up, no matter how many times you spoke to me. To my friends who love me and love me, marry me, I’ll come to you as I thought there. The time came, I got married, but I never did, because I always had a missing person in my soul, even though I was happy with my husband and we had a child, you know how good we are at first, but now I see that looks aren’t everything, when you separate, you remain without love in This is my age and my other granddaughter has found a husband, but if this is what they have written for me, I have begged God to give me peace, even if it is not time for me to have ten years and not even a glass of water with them, who cares? I never told you about my life. Then someone said to me that this is how life has gone. I was worried about the weather. I’m glad you found out that I’m alone, that he was also alone, that his wife died, yes, I am, I doubt it, they haven’t told my friends about me, but they’re doing what they’re doing now, tin messenger, write me and more talk. You wrote me one day, but I didn’t answer you before, because you had changed a lot and I told you well, but when you told me who you are I told you that I drink from you, and I drink from that day, Lord, how am I feeling? Believe me, my sister has turned all the suffering into joy, and I don’t know why, but since then, I am laughing with my heart, even in the summer when I go on vacation. Kena let me go out with my children, but I don’t know the child, even though the father of the children was married more than 1 year ago, you have been separated, yes, I am not, my aunt, my wife, I believe everyone that why do men lie, even our age, I never believed, but this one. he spoke differently than he did, I still remember the letters he wrote to me then. I’ve thought a lot that I don’t have a soulmate like you, I don’t believe you, but a co-worker told me about a case, just like mine, and these people said soulmates, let’s get rid of them, but I don’t believe in those words. I’m sorry, this man makes me happy, believe me, bro, I often feel that something is not good, something called him earlier, and I’m worried about him, because now I’m going to show you how much this man loved me, and I’m new, too. I can’t think like today because I never left the church today, the happiness got out of my hands, but when I don’t know anyone. I called a woman who you had seen as a fortune teller, something is going around here, a friend told me to come and take away the maraca. she told me that you have a husband who is waiting for you with joy, she saw you with them, you are very lonely and you are what I said when I called her, but she shot her all the way and told me that she has never been happier with a dog than with me Qat man, that time he had pain for you and you also had pain inside, even though you know, but did you miss something, I cry Oh, she said, she’s yours, I don’t know now, since I knew you, you trusted me, but you trusted me with my heart, and I’ll meet you in the summer, and I’ll go out with them, even though it’s true that I felt the same way, as they say with soul mates without getting married. I lived far away from him then, life is going well and old age is not with me, and Allah, don’t judge me, because they have little help to eat their own houses, and the children have grown up with their own children, and I am left alone, there is only one person who opened the door. Now think a little before you cursed me. My colleague showed me a website and I read there about soul mates and I saw God laughing, what’s happening to this man, believe me, God, I picked up the phone when he spoke to me, my stomach, oh, oh, yes. It makes me feel very connected to them, but I feel like a fool that I knew sooner than I would have never missed this chance.