My boyfriend said to me “I have been married and I have cheated on my wife”, my breath lifted in those moments, for three weeks I was like…

I want to share my problem like everyone else. I am a 24-year-old girl, I live abroad, but I am madly in love with a boy. He is 32 years old and lives in Kosovo. I want to share this story with you, dear readers, and I want a comment from you on how to advise me or how to decide what to do, because I know I’m in trouble. One day I entered FB and received a request, I accepted it, he was the first to go and I started to write and like that, weeks and months passed, we continued to write to each other, vacations began, I came to Kosovo, I left to meet, we met, we both fell madly in love, our love we still love each other with all our heart, we continued like this for 2 years and now 3 weeks ago, you told him that you love your relationship with me, he said no, nihera no, I stopped to think why pom says no, because he meets my family, I called him on the phone and he said talk to me, why didn’t you talk to me? You said what did you talk to me, did you say I met your family and your relationship was related to family? You said no. I said why are they here? Why don’t you understand? I didn’t ask for something to make me feel better. Just make an appointment with our family. He said yes, I’m not here for them. I’ve been married 100 times. I told my story. I love you and here’s your death now I don’t want to see you You fill me up and he told me. I also told him why, what’s wrong with me? What did you know about me during these 2 years? He told me that I’m married. I’m cheating on my wife. Kosovo, believe me, I lost my breath in those moments, very bad, very bad, I have been for 3 weeks, I have not been well for two years. Do you understand that it’s been 2 years since I’ve been separated and they still have an appointment? Oh my god, I’m so sorry, I experienced it so much that I went to work, I put on my flat, I started, stupid. I love my son, I’m in love with this boy, I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I want your comments, I want your advice, I want to point out that I’m 24 years old, he’s 32, oh my god, how lucky I am, I want to tell you that I’m still young since my mother gave birth to me I am, he has been married for 5 months, he loves me endlessly, I love him endlessly, I am in love so much He did this to me even though I love him with my soul, I love him with my heart, and my heart is for this boy, I forgot to mention that now you introduced me to your family, you wrote to me, Mom didn’t share with me, she says that she likes me as a daughter-in-law, that boy loves me more Dear God, help me, what would you do if you were in love with a married man and you were still young. ..I also told my family that I am in a relationship with this boy, but my family doesn’t know that he has been married for a month. I’ve been married, believe me, even the rays of the sun shine on me because I’ve been with him for 2 years, and I’ve been dating him for a while, even when we were talking about engagement or marriage, I left this topic, what are you talking about with me? I’m madly in love. In this boy, I want advice on what to do, should I continue or should I break up with you, I love you, you love me very much, but for this marriage that has been 3 weeks ago, I found out that he has been with you for 2 years. What do you want me to tell you that you don’t love me, I want a life with you, now I want to spend money with you. that you don’t laugh at me, but I’m in love, you love me, and I love you so much. Health for you and your families, I am waiting for advice from you good people.