That boy begged me and wrote to me, but I was arrogant, now even my girlfriend doesn’t love me anymore, I’m very sorry…

About my life story, I’m writing anonymously, please, thank you very much for giving me the opportunity to express myself, bring me a topic or a problem, I don’t know who I am. I’m a 30-year-old girl, I’m from Peja, I work in the tourist administration of the faculty. I’m from the private economics faculty, I’m not here for a month, I found a job, how did you find me? I found a job, just let me know. Now you’re years old, you’re older, you think you’re older, you don’t live alone, I’m sorry for today, for tomorrow, for work, as I told you, well, yes, in terms of love, never in a relationship, I’ll come back, talk more Guys, serious relationships, not as much as I have in the faculty, more guys, a group of guys, like you, with three male friends and two female friends, there’s a colleague who is behaving differently than the other one, look at me alone, sometimes even day by day. spo I tell him that he is coming and he is expressing to me the pleasure you had for him He also said to me, do you have a girlfriend? I’m a friend, because I didn’t know for sure that he liked you, and I didn’t expect that proposal that you made me a surprise. what’s the boy, it was the first time I felt really good, I don’t even know how to describe me, I didn’t want to tell me, but I was in a relationship, as I called you, I never came back serious, even now I’m in a relationship, I didn’t want to make a mistake, you just wanted to let me know what kind of boy is he… even though I like that boy, yes, I told him, “No, is he just a friend?” I took it with him there, I met that proposal, but I never grew up when I knew that I liked him. I didn’t tell my colleagues or the people about that proposal. I took it apart from the two of us. I’m going to eat bread myself, he’s coming and they’re sitting down, yes, n isum talk to me pom says masi I have the exams now, can you give me the number even when I come with you immediately, write something for lessons, I’m fine, if you write only for lessons yes or for the other one, I’m not interested, talk to him no no only for lessons don’t leave it there….however, he rarely writes, I started to learn, and I ended up talking about the other person, or not for those who proposed to me. you continue my exams, don’t stop me… go away, please write to me, I’ll come back, I’ve been talking to you since I’ve been away, I’ve never been in a relationship since I told you, I think you love me, be a eater with me something, how do you tell us, what do you believe in boys, I don’t know what happened, I called you, do you want to go out with me, drink coffee, you want me, call me something, I said, I’m meeting you, and it started, I said that I don’t want you, write to me, worry about me, I love you, don’t worry, I’m hurting myself when I know that you ski feelings and I don’t know why did you tell me that you like this side? You said to me, so the two of us are old friends, he said no, not even a friend, not even a friend. since I wrote to you, talk to the faculty, but how did I believe yesterday that I didn’t inform you… I also wrote to you a few days ago, how are you? I’ll get back to you in two days, I’ll be back soon. I wrote the first one, take a word, get back to me when I don’t get it back, take it off, I started with it, I blamed myself for starting it, I feel sorry for it, but it’s too late, because you had a lot of money, wait, I’m not here….it’s not time to come, take it off faculty, when I see you, I tell you, I’ll tell you, I’ll come back, let me know, let me know, come back, talk to me, let me know that I’m not here since I was born, that I’m coming after you, and that’s how he wants to talk to you, he said, he’s gone, my friend my friends used to say, why don’t you two talk, they always criticize us for talking, because we talk non-stop all together when I’m with you I was telling you that I don’t know why he didn’t talk because I wasn’t there, he didn’t answer, and from that moment on, I was never happy. You’re late because someone doesn’t wait for you all your life… this is the story, I’m a woman, I’m from the island, I’m tired, I wrote a little bit, I was begging you, tell me what I did right or wrong in my situation and advise me what to do next… thank you